Monday, May 5, 2025

New Nest, New Vibes!!

A New Chapter Begins at Home 🙂

Though I’ve moved homes before, this time felt different. We’ve shifted to a new house in the same city, but the experience of buying a home together with my spouse was something entirely new and special for me.

It all started with a small thought—a desire to move to a better place. Not that the earlier one was lacking, but sometimes, your heart just knows when it’s time for something more. I didn’t expect it to actually happen… but like I always say, maybe I am God’s favourite sometimes 😄—and it did happen.

From finding the right house and sorting finances (a huge thanks to my better half for handling most of that!), to the chaos of packing, moving, and balancing everyone’s expectations—there were so many moving parts. But somehow, it all came together. With God’s grace, everything went smoothly(at least from where I see it!)

In the first few days at a new place, you're just busy settling in. And slowly, it hits you—a new phase of life has begun. This place is now our home. Sometimes I ask myself—does it matter whose house it technically is (because I learnt it does matter to people)? Mine, my husband’s, my parents’, or my in-laws’? And my heart says no. For me, wherever I choose to stay, wherever I find comfort and peace—that becomes my home. It’s all about the mindset, not just ownership.

Everyone who’s visited has said this home has a lovely, positive vibe—and I feel it too. I truly hope this space brings joy, growth, and peace to us all, especially to my daughters. I pray that God continues to shower His love and blessings on them, just as He has done for me.

And above all, I thank God deeply—for this home, for the people I love, and for the many blessings I never even asked for. Life has its ups and downs, but as long as You’re with me, God, I am content. Material things come and go, but the peace within… that’s what really matters to me.

Thank You, GOD!

Tuesday, February 25, 2025

Is God really unfair?

Lately, this question has been on my mind quite often. As an ordinary human, I know I can never fully comprehend God’s ways of justice. However, at times, it feels as though He favors only those He chooses to.

When watching mythological shows, it appears that even a small act of goodness is enough to receive divine blessings, yet in reality, this doesn’t seem to hold true.

I have seen people who are dishonest, envious, and lacking in empathy or kindness, yet they seem content in life. On the other hand, those who devote themselves to worship and follow their faith diligently do not always appear to be blessed.

I do understand the concept of Karma and that God keeps an account of our actions. It is said that after every night comes a morning, and after every sorrow, there will be joy—nothing is permanent. But what if someone's suffering never seems to end? What if, instead of fading, it only grows with time? I struggle to find answers to these questions, but I truly want to understand how Karma and the idea that "nothing lasts forever" work from God’s perspective.

I am a firm believer in God and His existence, yet at times, I feel so helpless when I am unable to ease the pain of my loved ones.

Dear God, regardless of one's past Karma, please bring an end to their suffering. It is unbearable to witness them in such pain. I feel like a failure as a daughter, unable to help my own parents. You already know the sorrow I am speaking of. Please, I beg you...

Wednesday, October 16, 2024

Mother's Day

Mother's day, a specially marked day for mothers. Though, I feel no special day is needed to celebrate the person who is responsible for your being :).

I realise how unique this relation or this role is, now that I am also a mother of 2. Mother-child relation is always special as mother always know the child 9 months more than any other person :). But today, I am writing this not as a mother but as a child to my mother.

My mother is the most beautiful soul I have ever come across in my life (ofcourse, she is my mother so I will definitely feel this :P but believe me as you will read along you too will realise). 

She is a home-maker and she has truly excelled in this job. Today, as her child I feel I am so blessed to have her as a mother. My mom is my bestest friend and I am so lucky to have this one person in my life, who is there for me no matter what and the best part is she never gives any biased advice on any matter. Yes, true, she will never sow any seeds of hatred for anyone in your heart even if you go and abuse anyone in front of her. She will always give you positive angle of it and encourage you to do just the RIGHT from your side.

She has gone through many things in life. She lost her mother at a very young age, got married early, took care of house and kids when was transferred to a new city with my dad. 

She is special in God's eyes too. She has been given a responsibility of taking care of a special child. Must say, she is fulfilling this responsibility beautifully, not everyone can excel in such a thing. May God bless her with more and more strength, positive attitude and happiness in life.