Wednesday, June 27, 2018

Too many 'whys' in the mind??

Whenever I am confused or have too many doubts/questions in my mind.. I suddenly feel like writing something.. just to ease my inner self.... and then I open this blog.....
I think this blog has become my secret partner... who takes in all my weird thoughts without any ifs/buts :P

So today I  am doubting how does the God plan the lives of so many people at a stretch.. well one may say that's the reason he/she is called the supernatural power... which we, humans, cannot really understand... I dont understand but sometimes I feel God is a little unfair with few people without any reason... yes my mind forces me to say "without any reason..."

we, as humans, have got just this one life... and why we just cant live it as per our wishes... small desires, wishes become dependent on others....

I remember I heard some intellectual saying... that we a child is born .. he/she doesnt even know that he is existing in this world now.. and we start forcing all the relations on him/her... like I am your mom/dad/ granddad etc etc... then from that very moment that child gets stuck in the web of these relations....... and then the dependencies starting building without our realization...
No, I am not against relationships... (I have some bful relations in my life...) but we should give each other space, understand each other's desires, help each other in achieving them...

Another imp thing - we should not think always negative about other person's actions instead we should think that whatever the other person is doing is the best he/she can do with all he/she has .... and that could be resources, energy or even the mental level of a person.... as I write this, I realise it is difficult to do than saying... but giving it a try is worth.....

They say praying is important and should part of your daily chores but with my personal experience I have realised... God has already decided the major things of your life and you cannot simply change them even by praying... I have prayed all my life for just one major thing.... and then got the answer... 'I have decided and it will be as I want.. your praying wont help'... :(

It is not that God hasnt been kind to me.. He/She has blessed with a lovely life and overall... I have no complaints for myself.... but at times... I fail to understand the complexity of life... :(

Hopefully, someday will get the answers for all my doubts... and I only wish my closed relations to be happy always... because they deserve to be happy in my eyes :)


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