Each on of us is blessed with some strengths and weaknesses too. But what happens when your strength actually becomes the cause of your own trouble. Yes, that's what I mean.. your own strength starts hurting you in some way.... It is as strange as it sounds..
For example one's strength is to understand people just too well with the course of time. In other words, one may actually start understanding their facial expressions, their body language, their expectations etc. (obviously, few traits might still be hidden well by others). And this quality helps you a lot in many spheres of life professionally and personally both.
But sometimes this causes problems.
When you know that others act differently in front of you and differently at your back, you know the hidden meaning in the way they converse or indirect messages they want to pass to you, you feel awful. You think why do you need to understand everything, why cant the mind ignore and understand only that is in front of you, why cant you be naive. It hurts.
Such a situation is peculiar and becomes tough to deal with. Your mind starts governing you that dont get carried away with such behaviour and your heart says, come-on, ignore them... you are actually stuck and then you behave in a weird manner which even you cant understand or explain. And you hate yourself for such behaviour because you cant be double faced, that is not in your nature. You can either be good or bad and not both at the same time.
And this is the time you hate yourself and get irritated by this quality of understanding people too well. This leads to the thought your mind is only in an idiotic state which forces you to think just too much.
I am not sure if someone would really understand what I am writing but it is just that I feel better after jotting it down.
For example one's strength is to understand people just too well with the course of time. In other words, one may actually start understanding their facial expressions, their body language, their expectations etc. (obviously, few traits might still be hidden well by others). And this quality helps you a lot in many spheres of life professionally and personally both.
But sometimes this causes problems.
When you know that others act differently in front of you and differently at your back, you know the hidden meaning in the way they converse or indirect messages they want to pass to you, you feel awful. You think why do you need to understand everything, why cant the mind ignore and understand only that is in front of you, why cant you be naive. It hurts.
Such a situation is peculiar and becomes tough to deal with. Your mind starts governing you that dont get carried away with such behaviour and your heart says, come-on, ignore them... you are actually stuck and then you behave in a weird manner which even you cant understand or explain. And you hate yourself for such behaviour because you cant be double faced, that is not in your nature. You can either be good or bad and not both at the same time.
And this is the time you hate yourself and get irritated by this quality of understanding people too well. This leads to the thought your mind is only in an idiotic state which forces you to think just too much.
I am not sure if someone would really understand what I am writing but it is just that I feel better after jotting it down.
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